out of town

There are over 30 degrees here all the time and I'm thinking. I'd prefer it some other way.. like.. hot summer for 2 weeks, winter (with snow) for 2 weeks, and the other "half" of the year - autumn and spring. A loong spring, when you can observe different trees blossom slowly, you can see the flowers and the leaves growing.. not just like it happened this year. All of a sudden all the trees were full and green and I hated it, everything looked strange. :)
And a long coloured autumn, with golden and red leaves falling reaaally slowly.

We're going to the mountains next weekend, but I know now.. I want to go to the seaside. I was listening to REM - Nightswimming, when I suddenly realised it.. I wanna go to the seaside..

vai si as avea o gramada de lucruri de spus, dar atata m-am chinuit in ultimul timp (de fapt, aproape de cand am inceput sa scriu) sa nu zic nimic despre mine si despre ce fac, despre viata mea de zi cu zi, concret.. of.. :)

Draga jurnalule...

Cum sa fac? nu am mai scris demult. E adevarat ca nu am timp, abia acum am terminat cu proiectele pentru azi, dar mai e si altceva. Mi se pare din ce in ce mai aiurea sa scriu pe blog. Mi se pare ca nu vreau sa ma citeasca oameni cunoscuti, fara sa vreau eu. Mi se pare aiurea sa vorbesc despre ce simt intr-o lume informationala si informationalizata si informatizata. Pare lame si emo :)))))

Si e si timpul. Azi noapte am stat pana la 2 de povesti cu Alex, mi-a fost greu sa ma trezesc, la serviciu o gramada de treaba si 2 proiecte noi, apoi la dentist, chiar, uitasem (am o masea noua), si apoi cu Bianca la Mac sa lucram pe ppt-ul pe TST, apoi proiectul pe Leonardo, de acasa. Si niste peste afumat cu pilaf. Si muzica, chiar, sa pun ceva muzica.. "do you think you can tell"..

Altfel, am citit aseara niste povesti frumoase, pe sleeptrip.com/belongings, o sa pun si aici din ele, cred. A fost frumos, parca fiecare iti aduce aminte de ceva ce s-a intamplat inca, sau ceva ce se intampla, sau ceva ce se va intampla. Si e interesanta teoria ca la un moment dat in viata sunt 2 chestii care simti ca s-ar putea intampla in viitor, si sunt sanse egale pentru ambele sa se intample. Exemplul de acolo e "I will never find someone to be with" sau "I will marry and have children." Si exista un moment (mai "in tinerete" cred) cand le simti pe amandoua. Asta e o bucatica de gand, nici nu stiu cine a scris toate alea, si apoi sunt vreo 6 povesti.
Sunt de pe stumbleupon, am dat de ele din intamplare.. stumbleupon devine addictive chiar si pentru mine.

Noapte buna, draga jurnalule.

I've

surviving time

Draga jurnalule,
Tocmai ai facut... cati oare? 3? ani.
Multumesc, Alex. Ca m-ai ajutat sa descopar ceva care acum pare exprimarea tuturor gandurilor mele copilaresti. Cele care puteau fi exprimate. Si mai mult...

« I've often imagined gazes
surviving the act of seeing
as if they were poles,
measured distances, lances
in battle.

Then I think of a room
just abandoned
where similar traces remain
for a time, suspended and intersecting
in the balance of their design
intact and overlapping, like
pick-up-sticks. »

© Translation: 1991, Valerio Magrelli From: Nearsights (Translated by Anthony Molino)
all from here

How long do good things last?...

the office assistant

10 Signs Of Being In Love That Might Actually Be Symptoms Of Crippling Or Fatal Disease

1. Skippy heartbeat when you think of him/her.

You think it's: Love
Medical possibility: Tachycardia which may lead to ventricular fibrillation and myocardial infarction (heart attack)



2. Restless trembling of hands, feet and other body parts.

You think it's: Love
Medical possibility: Parkinson's Disease



3. Constant smiling.

You think it's: Love
Medical possibility: Bell's Palsy



4. Absent mindedness, forgetfulness, inability to focus on tasks at work or home.

You think it's: Love
Medical possibility: early onset Alzheimer's Disease



5. Frequent or constant sexual arousal.

You think it's: Love
Medical possibility: nymphomania



6. Weakening of knees and bursts of energy when he/she calls or comes over.

You think it's: Love
Medical possibility: multiple sclerosis



7. Inability to stop thinking about him/her.

You think it's: Love
Medical possibility: OCD



8. Bruising on neck, breasts and other tender areas.

You think it's: Love
Medical possibility: leukemia



9. Insomnia.

You think it's: Love
Medical possibility: benign prostatic hyperplasia



10. Feeling that you can smell/hear/feel him or her when not in his/her presence.

You think it's: Love
Medical possibility: schizophrenia

[de pe listmania42.blogspot.com, nu ca ar fi amuzant, dar unele linkuri sunt interesante..]