my unintended

You could be my unintended choice to live my life extended
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love.
I'll be there as soon as I can
but I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before.
First there was the one who challenged all my dreams and all my balance
she could never be as good as you.
You could be my unintended choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love.
I'll be there as soon as I can
but I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before...
before you.

Muse - Unintended

http://www.deviantart.com/print/164502/

short (longer) note

"Draga jurnalule",
As mai scrie, asa, din cand in cand, dar nu stiu cum de nu-mi fac timp.
In weekend am facut o gramada de chestii. Desi am stat in Bucuresti (al doilea weekend consecutiv, that's kinda new), nu stiu cum a trecut asa repede. Mi-ar placea sa pot scrie despre asta. E si timpul, si ca nu mai stiu pentru cine scriu. I-as ruga pe luminitze.ro sa nu-mi mai monitorizeze blogul, since this annoys me. :)
Mi-am downloadat 2 episoade din M.A.S.H. si le transfer pe laptop sa le vad (finallY mi-am luat stick). A, si sambata mi-am luat periuta de dinti care credeam ca e normala - asa pare, dar are baterie si niste chestii care imi aduc aminte de cilii vibratili. Asa, deci sambata am fost la Cernica, am stat sub un nuc juma de zi dupa ce m-am plimbat pe fundul secat al lacului (oarecum apocaliptic) si am gasit scoici de 20 de cm. Apoi, seara, am fost in Coyote ca a fost ziua cuiva, si am stat pana pe la 3. Am fumat cat n-am fumat tot anul, adica 8 tigari, am jucat biliard, am ascultat muzica, am baut o bere si un campari orange si un coyote shot si apoi o vodka tonic, apoi, duminica, am fost in Tineretului (au deschis si acolo Cafeneaua actorilor) si am mancat pizza si am baut bere cu Sylvie si Alex si Del si Raz, si apoi am mancat inghetata langa crematoriu. Si apoi in drum spre casa am vazut un accident, un tip pe sinele de tramvai cu politia asteptand sa vina ambulanta, si apoi am fost in Titan la o terasa la inca o bere cu 2 colege de liceu cu care nu ma mai vazusem de mai multe de un an. Si as fi povestit mai mult, si altfel, dar daca tot astept momentul cand am si timp si inspiratie.. ca nici acum nu planuiam sa scriu.
Noapte buna..

thom yorke - black swan

[listening last week and continuing..]

What will grow quickly, that you can't make straight
It's the price you gotta pay
Do yourself a favour and pack you bags
Buy a ticket and get on the train
Buy a ticket and get on the train

Cause this is fucked up, fucked up
Cause this is fucked up, fucked up

People get crushed like biscuit crumbs
And laid down in the bed you made
You have tried your best to please everyone
But it just isn't happening
No, it just isn't happening

And it's fucked up, fucked up
And this is fucked up, fucked up
This your blind spot, blind spot
It should be obvious, but it's not.
But it isn't, but it isn't

You cannot kickstart a dead horse
You just crush yourself and walk away
I don't care what the future holds
Cause I'm right here and I'm today
With your fingers you can touch me

I'm your black swan, black swan
But I made it to the top, but I made it to the top
This is fucked up, fucked up

Be your black swan, black swan
I'm for spare parts, broken up

You are fucked up, fucked up
This is fucked up, fucked up

Be your black swan, black swan
I'm for spare parts, broken up

uhm

me: doar sa va salut, doamna

(articulat, doamna)

Del: e domnisoara

nu e doamna inca

:PP

8:36 PM me: atunci tovarasa

Delia: grrr

me: ma tu esti barbat

:))

Del: uaaa

daaa

:P

me: care esti ma

:))

Del: si eu care credeam ca sunt jumi-juma

me: a, domnu' mitu

:-?

m-am incurcat

Del: grrrr

nu

8:37 PM domnu matii

=))

me: =))

chiar

lol

nu ma face sa rad

ca nu da bine la public

Del: d c?

pai ce esti in public?

me: nu se stie niciodata

sshhh

8:38 PM Del: aha

me: ;)

Del: ti-ai facut o lume paralela?

me: paralela intre ea

Del: pe cine pacalesti tu?

aha e misto

si se intersecteaza la mijloc nu?

me: a nu

pe tot parcursul sau

8:39 PM Del: iauzi domne

ce chestie

me: tulai

8:40 PM Del: apropo

l-am intalnit azi pe iulian

me: opa

si el pe tine?

Del: the no fun guy

:D

me: aha

Del: el pe mine nu

me: deci ai fost bisectoare

bisector

vezi ca asta e obtuz

Del: pardon am fost ortocentru

me: opa

Del: credeam ca e oval

me: asta e prea mult pentru mine

8:41 PM Del: nu prea

am avansat ca eram epicentru

me: suna cutremurator

Del: mai ales pt richter

me: sau pentru ala cu buza..

cum il cheama..

ala care ne inspaimanta pe toti la tv

8:42 PM Del: vaaaaai

hancu

:P

me: aha

Del: oricat mi-ar displacea sa intrerup aceasta discutie cutremurator de interesanta, ma gandeam sa te salut si eu :)

8:43 PM so, ce mai faceti, miss ***? :D

me: nu era cazul sa ma intrerupi

tind la infinit

cu plus

Del: ah, asta se stie

me: si oricum voi sunteti o multime

:)

Del: sau cel putin eu stiam

noi?

:))

noi, doi, si-o umbrela...

8:45 PM cum a fo in wee?

me: hm

am fost in herastrau, ne-am dat cu barca

se pare ca am inca rau de mare

Del: nice

ha, not so nice

:)

8:46 PM me: adica azi, mai mult decat ieri

Delia: abia azi ti-ai dat seama? :)
(...)

omg